Deeply Emotionally Affected today... I dunno why... Shouldn't be this way but it happens...
A person has 2 faces - kind by nature and also evil thoughts that haboured in one's heart. One can be viewed by the others as the kindest or most gentle or harmless or selfless person.. but behind the scene, one will have the most evil thoughts and also things they wish they never had thought of. One could preach in front of the others about 1 principal rule, but behind the people, the rule could be overruled. Why? Jealous, Ambitious, Low confidence, Pride and many other factors, may make a person lose self-control, and force the other inner self to expose. Many a times, we had tried to be perfect or be truthful... but how many times or how much are we really showing our true self to the others?? Why do we hide the true feelings? Is it becos to protect those we loved, or to protect ourselves? I don't know... but usually more to protect ourselves.
I was confiding to a good girlfriend of mine... asking her why do things happen this way... some behaviours that I had always condemned had actually surfaced and reflected on me... I couldn't believe that I am actually such a 'bad' person.. but when things turn out to be this way, I had really nothing to say.. Maybe I was too early to conclude some things, maybe I am too impatient...
Well, TIME is always the best healing medicine.. I am not sure to agree or not, as I am not a person who easily forgets. But I do hope, I was just a think-a-lot person. As time passes, everything will be back as normal...........
Sunday, October 30, 2005
Sunday, October 16, 2005
~My New Job~
Finally, into a new environment.. new place and new colleagues... Guess what? My new work place is actually at #24 floor, but the next thing I know, I will be working at #13 floor again... Why do I say again, becos in my previous workplace, I was working at #13 floor too... Haha... so 'qiao' right... I can buy 4D liao... 1313 maybe?? kekekee...
Working at Tanjong Pagar, first thing to get used to is the crowds... Morning crowd, lunch crowd and going-home crowd... Ppl everywhere... See liao until I headache ah.. When I was working in SingTel, everytime take MRT passed by Tanjong Pagar, I said to myself : This is like HELL... SOOOooooooooo Many people everyday, how to get thru' these pools of people.. And know, here I am, being part of this crowd.
Talking about my work scope, hrmm.... I had nothing much to say lar... ;p
Hopefully, everyday will be better... :)
Working at Tanjong Pagar, first thing to get used to is the crowds... Morning crowd, lunch crowd and going-home crowd... Ppl everywhere... See liao until I headache ah.. When I was working in SingTel, everytime take MRT passed by Tanjong Pagar, I said to myself : This is like HELL... SOOOooooooooo Many people everyday, how to get thru' these pools of people.. And know, here I am, being part of this crowd.
Talking about my work scope, hrmm.... I had nothing much to say lar... ;p
Hopefully, everyday will be better... :)
Thursday, October 13, 2005
~Taipei Taipei~
Woah WOAH.... It has been a great trip to Taipei with my good buddy.. Imagine being good friends with her for the past 1 decade, this is the first time I ever been out travelling out with her...
This trip to Taipei has been rather fulfilling. The 2 of us, being adventuours and sporty, we went out trying to explore every little possible corner we could, been to 4 night markets, practically one every day, and tried hotspring at Beitou - but more to a mosquito-feeding session to me.. just a short 15mins, both of us kena bitten everywhere... Then we also have been eating from morning till night time, although not non-stop, but quite scary lar.. Even try the authentic Ding Tai Feng that is originated from Taiwan, but the standards are quite the same lar...
Food from Ding Tai Feng
And guess what, when we were there the 2nd day, we encountered their Typhoon called "Long Wang" - Dragon King. It was the third typhoon that Taiwan encountered this year and was blown from HuaLian. Poor HuaLian, the place was quite ruined. The typhoon arrived on the 2-Oct night time, but left the next day. We were quite scared that the typhoon would ruin our day, but it went off quickly, and we continued our journey the next day. The weather was still quite unpredictable, occassional rains and also sudden winds, almost blew me and geok away, but was pretty interesting to experience that. (lucky not being blown away, ~heng ah~)
Then we met geok's fren in Taipei, and we went to DanShui, took a boat to another island opposite DanShui, and then we went to the TongHua night market (but not as good as HuaXi or Shilin night market), then also to their fashion wholesale place. This place is where there are tonssssss of stalls selling similiar stuff, and their prices are supposed to be cheapest, as they are the source. And then, after that, we still managed to grab some deserts - Mango Ice... slurp slurp.. Nice siah...
Delicious Desert - with mango, kiwi and strawberry! And of course, 1 BIG scope of MANGO ice-creamm... Cool!!
This trip to Taipei has been rather fulfilling. The 2 of us, being adventuours and sporty, we went out trying to explore every little possible corner we could, been to 4 night markets, practically one every day, and tried hotspring at Beitou - but more to a mosquito-feeding session to me.. just a short 15mins, both of us kena bitten everywhere... Then we also have been eating from morning till night time, although not non-stop, but quite scary lar.. Even try the authentic Ding Tai Feng that is originated from Taiwan, but the standards are quite the same lar...
Food from Ding Tai Feng
And guess what, when we were there the 2nd day, we encountered their Typhoon called "Long Wang" - Dragon King. It was the third typhoon that Taiwan encountered this year and was blown from HuaLian. Poor HuaLian, the place was quite ruined. The typhoon arrived on the 2-Oct night time, but left the next day. We were quite scared that the typhoon would ruin our day, but it went off quickly, and we continued our journey the next day. The weather was still quite unpredictable, occassional rains and also sudden winds, almost blew me and geok away, but was pretty interesting to experience that. (lucky not being blown away, ~heng ah~)
Then we met geok's fren in Taipei, and we went to DanShui, took a boat to another island opposite DanShui, and then we went to the TongHua night market (but not as good as HuaXi or Shilin night market), then also to their fashion wholesale place. This place is where there are tonssssss of stalls selling similiar stuff, and their prices are supposed to be cheapest, as they are the source. And then, after that, we still managed to grab some deserts - Mango Ice... slurp slurp.. Nice siah...
Delicious Desert - with mango, kiwi and strawberry! And of course, 1 BIG scope of MANGO ice-creamm... Cool!!
5D4N - seems long yet short... anyway, is fun to explore on ur own with frens..
I will recommend Royal Castle Hotel, consider a not bad hotel, near Ximenting square and within budget.
Cheerios! ;)
Monday, October 10, 2005
~Mixed Feelings~
Well Well... Times really fly...
6 years of "slogging" in my previous company and suddenly I am going to step into a new environment. Actually I had seen many of my good colleagues and frenz moving on to another stage of their career path, and this is an inevitable move. But I do miss my current working colleagues and the familiar environment. I do feel a need to move on but at the same time - feeling afraid.
Anyway, I just hope everything will turn out just as fine as I hope for :)
My last day at SingTel has been so busy - busy with me handing over my job tasks, taking photos with my colleagues, saying goodbyes and farewells... Surprisingly, when some asked me whether I am feeling, I felt Nothing! Not sure if I am slow in reacting or what, or I had been waiting for this moment for a long time... hahaha~ I really don't know.. maybe I was too busy to feel anything...
Some of my photos with my dear colleagues...
Me and my manager for 5 years.... handsome guy rite.. heehee~
Me and me 2 colleagues going KTV after work...
One last glance at my workplace.. Sob Sob Sob.. Sayonara!!!
6 years of "slogging" in my previous company and suddenly I am going to step into a new environment. Actually I had seen many of my good colleagues and frenz moving on to another stage of their career path, and this is an inevitable move. But I do miss my current working colleagues and the familiar environment. I do feel a need to move on but at the same time - feeling afraid.
Anyway, I just hope everything will turn out just as fine as I hope for :)
My last day at SingTel has been so busy - busy with me handing over my job tasks, taking photos with my colleagues, saying goodbyes and farewells... Surprisingly, when some asked me whether I am feeling, I felt Nothing! Not sure if I am slow in reacting or what, or I had been waiting for this moment for a long time... hahaha~ I really don't know.. maybe I was too busy to feel anything...
Some of my photos with my dear colleagues...
Me and my manager for 5 years.... handsome guy rite.. heehee~
Me and me 2 colleagues going KTV after work...
One last glance at my workplace.. Sob Sob Sob.. Sayonara!!!
Monday, September 26, 2005
Pasir Ris Chalet 2005
Woah... Just been back from Chalet (sounds likes decades ago since I had organised one).. Well, considering not bad, a lot of friends turned up and give "face"... But I didn't really stay for 2 nites, I came home last nite at 12am.. I was dead tired, and concuss for the next 14 hours... (never know I was such a piggy).. First nite of chalet, played monopoly... haha.. never know monopoly can be sooo fun and during the game, so many pacts were made... for example, I exchange electric company with you, and u exchange battery road with me.. if we stepped on each other's territory, rental free.. and etc... In the end, we concluded that this would be an endless game, so we gave up and use the money and play poker... this lasted till 4am in the morning...
And the next day, we started to do our marinating of BBQ food.. haha.. and that was when we realize we had a marinate queen - Eelin Mong.. hahaha.... She was sooo expert and was decided she be our chief for that nite...
Some interest
ing photos during the Chalet :
Eelin-'our marinating queen' for the day..
~ Our Group of Friends at the Gathering ~
Monday, September 12, 2005
~Diving Crave~
Oh my god.... Weather has been terrible these few days.. Is hot, sunny and humid... Guess what is my first thought! I wana to go diving sooooooooo much..
The craving starts again today... Arg.. is terrible... As to think back, I started my first diving theory lesson around this time last year.. And I went for my very first dive trip in the BIG BLUE SEA!! Honestly speaking, I was kinda of freaked out, cos I had no confidence at then.. esp after my slow learnings at the pool sessions ;p But I was so glad that I didn't pull out the last minute... I thought I was just learning for the sake of to learn it for some reason... Who knows, I have now grown to love it.. (I'm loving it!)
I was just thinking, it has been a blessings that I had picked up this sport not at a earlier stage, else I would have given up for some reasons... And now, I have always tried to psycho my frens to try it... Haha... they must have think I have been poisoned... well, maybe thanks to my buddy dive mate, Sock Sim, who has been such a positive influence to me, and always been there for me too... Great pal.. can't help mentioning this great fren of mine.. :)
nice nice redang @ kalong redang resort
The craving starts again today... Arg.. is terrible... As to think back, I started my first diving theory lesson around this time last year.. And I went for my very first dive trip in the BIG BLUE SEA!! Honestly speaking, I was kinda of freaked out, cos I had no confidence at then.. esp after my slow learnings at the pool sessions ;p But I was so glad that I didn't pull out the last minute... I thought I was just learning for the sake of to learn it for some reason... Who knows, I have now grown to love it.. (I'm loving it!)
I was just thinking, it has been a blessings that I had picked up this sport not at a earlier stage, else I would have given up for some reasons... And now, I have always tried to psycho my frens to try it... Haha... they must have think I have been poisoned... well, maybe thanks to my buddy dive mate, Sock Sim, who has been such a positive influence to me, and always been there for me too... Great pal.. can't help mentioning this great fren of mine.. :)
nice nice redang @ kalong redang resort
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
Just an ordinary day...
Gotcha!! NOTHING IS HERE!!
Just an ordinary day, and just wana to scribble something on my plain blog... Time now is 0000am, from a Monday turning to a Tuesday... A day at my work - SQL SQL and Select statements... A full Aijisen lunch that last me thru' the whole of afternoon without my snacks.. and even thru' the night, without dinner... Just a bowl of ramen with pork... What's so good and great about it? Dunno, anyway is FREE... ;p Off Work - watch TV and TV and still TV... feels like puking to keep staring a square flat thing with words/animations/sound... Arg!! Jus want to Sleep Now! *Zzzzzzzzzz
Just an ordinary day, and just wana to scribble something on my plain blog... Time now is 0000am, from a Monday turning to a Tuesday... A day at my work - SQL SQL and Select statements... A full Aijisen lunch that last me thru' the whole of afternoon without my snacks.. and even thru' the night, without dinner... Just a bowl of ramen with pork... What's so good and great about it? Dunno, anyway is FREE... ;p Off Work - watch TV and TV and still TV... feels like puking to keep staring a square flat thing with words/animations/sound... Arg!! Jus want to Sleep Now! *Zzzzzzzzzz
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